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Journal Entry: Thu May 15, 2008, 12:21 PM
hey guys!
well ok, this is a LOONG DUE update journal!
so im going to section it off into different parts:

1.BASIC UPDATES.
2.WEEKEND.
3.DREAMS.
4.SPEAKING OUT FOR ANIMAL RIGHTS.
5.NEW ANIMAL!!!!!!
6.RANDOM FEATURE :3
7.ART STAUTS AND TO DO LIST.

***1. BASIC UPDATES.

ok guys this is such and uber journal xD i applogize! but theres things ive gotta say or tell you all! <3
okkkkk, ive stopped drawing for a while as you know, but just recently, ive started again, and i feel really refreshed, and gearing to draw more! and i seem to be improving somehow xD
ill start posting fashion designs soon for those of you that are bothered <3
ive got a ton of things to do xD
i hope that also maybe ill be able to send some of you guys art i have drawn for you, such as trades and kiribans! <3
well theres not much else to say exept im hoping to get an A3 lightbox andd some new pencils soon <3
and today was awesome, i went shopping after school with my mum and she bought me a TON of addidas clothes~ and they look really funky xDDD
and OMMGG MY GAZETTE YOUR DVD CAME! I WATCHED IT ALL AND WAS UBER HAPPY AND RAVED TO IT ALL!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDd
i ish a happy ellie <3

***2.WEEKEND.

ok so, this weekend, my IMFAMOUS cousion that you MUST of heard me go on and on about is comming down for a visit again! this time for SURE she will join!
or i will go mad at myself <3
muha :B
also this weekend, i have quite alot to do, i have a party on sat, tomoz i have going out witha friend and my cuz comming down ~ <3 then sunday we might go for a picnic together and i will bring my cuz so my friends can see xDDD
yaaaay for mee! xDD

***3.DREAMS.

recently, ive been having unusual dreams.
i mean, REALLY WERID ones.
but id like to tell you about one i had on tuesday night- its very sad and touching.
i dont know what either of the boy or girl in this dream were called, but i still have a very clear image of there apperance in my head.
well first of all, it starts off as the boy and girl are the besest of friends.
they start a band together, and the girl gets scouted as a model, and the boy gets promoted for soccor skills (the boy was japanise, and japanise call it soccor).
everything goes right for those 2, and they are really very happy, and still amazing friends.
then the boy gets enough money, he says to the girl he would like to take her to japan, back to his hometown, and they can live there, just the 2 best friends, and do anything they want. the girl is very exited and agrees imeditly, and is really hyped up about there move ot the east.
it was a day before they leave to go to japan, and the boy comes back home with a sad expression and a limp body.
the girl panics and asks him whats wrong, and is upset by his sad mood.
the boy then tells the girl that he had to go to the doctors before he left to japan, to check for any problems, becuase he has never gone to the doctors for any check ups in a year, seeing as he hated doctors.
he told her with a heavy heart that if he had gone for regular check ups, he could of avoided this problem, and he would of been cured.
the girls smile turned upside down when he told her he had a deadly virus in his heart and brain, and he would die within a week.
he had canceld there move to japan, seeing as he would die soon.
she cried herself to sleep that night. she felt so numb.
it was his last day alive. he had less than 3 hours. the 2 sat there reminsing on all the amazing times they had.
then the boy stood up, and tured to the girl and said he must go to the hospital, as they had his bed sorted for him (sometimes people that are going to die get a hospital bed, then die in that bed. that happened with my grandad.)
he took of his necklace thet he always wears and put it round her neck.
he told her that in her times of great needs, if she hung onto that necklace and called his name 3 times, he would always come back to her.
he left, and died later on in hospital.
that night, the girl cried so hard she almost flooded her bed. she cried with all her heart. she hung on to his necklace and called his names 3 times, then cried she needed him more than ever.
nobody came.
he never came back for her.
it was all just words.

i woke up after that dream and litrally cired TT_TT
it was sooooo saddd... TT_TT
i think that i might write a story about this dream, or draw the boy and girl.
i just cant forget it. i can still imagine her crying on her bed, calling his name...
TT_TT

***4.SPEAKING OUR FOR ANIMAL RIGHTS.

in english we are doing speechs in class on things that we are against.
i chose animal cruetly- fur and skin trade, abuse ect ect.
i left a good impression on the class my first speech, and i really hope that i can convice them all to support the protest against this cruel discustiing sport.
ugh.

***5.NEW ANIMAL.

ok guys. spill time :B
well, its not that i dont like wovles anymore, and i still do love them and want to draw them, but i just think that wolf art is too popular... i mean i want to be unqiue!
so, i was talking to my awesome shish *okami-spirit about this, and she thinks its a good idea :B
after ive done a bunch of things, im gonna start drawing a new animal, that isnt very popular to draw, so i can be unqiue <3
and in fact the animal i want to draw is aculy my fav animal <3
and i hope that none of you say that you dont like these stunners, becuase they are stunning <3

i want to draw...

hyena's :B
there so beautiful, i mean just LOOK! > [link] [link]
:love:

***6. RANDOM FEATURE :3

somthing i dont normaly do often ~ but i think this person REALLY deserves it :heart:
i havnt know her very long AT ALL, in fact, shes my lastest watcher :3
but from what i already know, she looks like a person i will get along well with xD
she has a very good art skill, and a talented artist, and she is also a very nice person in general. she has some stunning chars, and she notices some tiny details in art, and she got Crossfires marking right! xD and i think she deserves just a tad more attention xD
so make sure you go check out her stunning gallery!

:heart:~:iconoo-cry-wolf-oo:~:heart:

***7.ART STATUS AND TO DO LIST.

ok guys, still no open trades from me.
i dont do requests either xD


ahh pooie, ill do the to do list tomorrow, when i have more time :B


sorry for this uberrrrr long journal ^^;

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  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: Chizuru- The GazettE = <33
  • Watching: GAZETTE TOUR DVD OH JAA! 8D
  • Eating: birthday cake :B

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~Oo-Cry-WOLF-oO:iconOo-Cry-WOLF-oO: May 16, 2008, 6:01:51 PM
you know this is really really random but today when I was walking down the hall at lunch I saw this girl that looks just like the picture of you, you posted xDD
but I live in Canada so it must've been your evil twin er something

and THANK YOU so MUCH for the FEATURE <333


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~Xcrossfire07:iconXcrossfire07: May 17, 2008, 4:45:17 AM
hehe... ^^;
wow, thats strange... so many people on here say they see people that look like me...
so i must have about... 1000 evil twins? :slow:
its seems the world will be taken over by Ellie look-alikes...heh...heh xD

your welcome! you deserve it your art is beauitful and your a nice person :love:


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*ChocoboxXRider:iconChocoboxXRider: May 17, 2008, 6:01:30 PM
hey babe. :)

Mmm say I have a speech in speech class coming up and I'am going to do mine off of animal abuse. :) Or rights. ;P

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~Xcrossfire07:iconXcrossfire07: May 18, 2008, 4:52:45 AM
yush.
veryyy long.


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I Can't Protect You Without Holding A Sword.
I Can't Embrace You While Holding A Sword. </3

Sing For A Miracle , Pray For Your Dreams.
~Xcrossfire07:iconXcrossfire07: May 18, 2008, 4:53:38 AM
OMG YAY.
we can fight for justice for animals even though were 9 or more hours away from eachother!
: D
lol... well its 9 hours from here to florida...


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I Can't Protect You Without Holding A Sword.
I Can't Embrace You While Holding A Sword. </3

Sing For A Miracle , Pray For Your Dreams.
*ChocoboxXRider:iconChocoboxXRider: May 18, 2008, 4:13:25 PM
yea!! So where did u find all our info because I have to present tuesday and I haven't even been able to start..

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I dont give a flying fuck though!
-Cibo Matto
~Xcrossfire07:iconXcrossfire07: May 19, 2008, 8:14:27 AM
well just search for animal avuse on the interent and i watched a couple vidoes and then discribed them to my class... i works becuase it shocks them.
throw in a couple of figures eg ilegal fur trade earns over 10 million a year and thouasands of animals or killed in an inhuman wayy everyday.
the most common victims of these are dogs cats rabbits tigers elephants chinchillas dolphins lynxs and waay more.
good luck!


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I Can't Protect You Without Holding A Sword.
I Can't Embrace You While Holding A Sword. </3

Sing For A Miracle , Pray For Your Dreams.